I clench my fist whenever I see this kind of picture - uncertain, unfinished, hopeful. I clench my fist so hard till my nails dug holes in my palm (with no fucking care if people see me wince) hoping that physical pain would overpower the desperate feeling of longing.

I'm not exagerating, honestly, I can feel the skip in my breathing. Every damn ( Read more... )

I've been seeing you a lot lately. Whether it's some sort of premonition, a blast from the past, or too much wishful thing, I'm not really sure. I know it is imposible, bec reality is what will always come between you and me.

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I've been running from this feeling for so long
Telling my heart I don't need you
Pretending I was better off alone
Though I know that it's just a lie
So afraid to take the chance again
So afraid of what I feel inside.

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And if loving her is a heartache for me
And if holding her means I have to bleed
Then I am a martyr, love is to blame
She is the healing
And I am the pain.

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I chose to love in silence, for in silence I find no rejection.

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I built my strength over time.

You know how much strength one needs to keep her mouth shut and her hands at her side while her brain screams YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO DO SO JUST DO IT?

You must know that u drained mine.

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If you could live life like a fairytale - where actions have no consequences, nobody cares about judgments and you have no responsibilities - who would you be with?

If we don't have to worry about tomorrow, who would we be today?

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Napakaduwag ko. Alam ko naman kung ano ang gusto ko pero lagi nalang ako dun sa tama. Laging sa sigurado. Laging sa effortless.
Ang dami ng panahon ang nasayang. Kelangan na magdecide. Kelangan na. 2012 will be finding out what I REALLY WANT. Kung ano man ang mangyari, kailangan handa ako sa consequences.
I will only live once. Goal ko na ang my own ( Read more... )

Life is short but I decided to spend it 'alone'.
Let's just say I need a rehab.

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Mind-fucked again. Maybe, i just learned to cope but not really forget. Maybe, when i said i have moved on, i meant i forced myself to walk away. Maybe we chose to be friends because we want to stay together even tho we are two worlds apart.
And because i have learned to live with this for the last hundreds of yrs, i will continue to hold on firmly ( Read more... )